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an energy-send to Mimi for having the first journal I found that inspired me to create my own, and whose strength of character and example remind me of my own faith in myself. xie xie, my friend.
chronicled: 23 feb 99.
spinning: Yes: Leave It
BT: Godspeed (BT Edit Mix)
Upon receiving what I can only describe as a mild electric shock to my spirit -- a quiet, incidental, wonderful little life-changing event -- processes begin to turn on inside me. Senses re-awaken.
Then, I spontaneously hear / think / feel something inside my head. Something strong. I'm compelled to furiously put it to words.
True Love is when the combined output (achievement, ambition, inspiration, creativity) of the pair is greater than the sum of each individual before they came together I think:
my god, the above sounds like a description of the energy released from nuclear fusion. when two atoms join together into one.
i'm talking in terms of people and love and relationships, and it's coming out like physics equations and chemical/atomic reactions.
and i hate math.
Are science and arts/emotion intertwined on some higher level? Are they actually indistinguishable from each other?My involuntary inner voice starts at it again -- it heard my
speculation ... thoughts/suggestions begin flooding into my consciousness ...
bridge the gaps
between left-brain & right-brain
science & faith
cultures & races
I force myself to stop thinking and feeling. Breathe, slowly and deeply. Clear your head. Go for a walk. Watch the trees sway in the wind.i *know* what True, Deep Love is. it's not just something that some of us are privy to and others aren't. it has a shape. it can be quantified. it's tangible. it can be observed, measured, communicated. i must find a way to do this.